acosmist - One who believes that nothing exists paralian - A person who lives near the sea aureate - Pertaining to the fancy or flowery words used by poets dwale - To wander about deliriously sabaism - The worship of stars dysphoria - An unwell feeling aubade - A love song which is sung at dawn eumoirous - Happiness due to being honest and wholesome mimp - To speak in a prissy manner, usually with pursed lips
I feel so overly emotional right now and I have no idea why. My period just ended so it cant be PMS. This really uncomfortable feeling of uneasiness came over me all of a sudden an I don’t know what to do about it. I want to curl up in a ball on my couch with a blanket and cry. For no particular reason really…but I just want to. I don’t think anyone understands this feeling but how could they ‘cause I don’t either. So please don’t tell me it’s rapid change or senior year or fear of the future because it’s not. My heart aches & I just..want to cry. And that’s okay. I don’t need comfort, I need blankey.
My step mom messaged me. And so did my step sister. That means a lot to me ‘cause I love them so so much. My daddy is getting a divorce. He says its better that way and it might be. I don’t know their relationship. I’m just gonna miss them so much. I guess this will give us and my daddy more time together. It’s just sad cause I’ve know them since I was 5 years old. They are my family no matter what now. It didn’t really hit me ‘til right now that they’re acutally separating. I’ll rarely ever visit that house again, I won’t get to spend as much time with them. It’s weird. I mean, we just hung out over there. We never did anything in particular. Just..hung out. Sat on the couch. Laughed, watched movies, cooked dinner. But I took that all for granted. This is sad. I’m gonna go now..