March 2010
Schweet.
My picnic was complete success. Well in my eyes, at least. I hope those who attended enjoyed themselves as well :) Seeing as it’s already 6:10 & I have yet to start my homework & I don’t really have anything to—well no. Thats not entirely true. I do have some things to say but I’ll save for tonight when I have nothing else to do.
Tootles.
Insomnia.
Something that I most likely have been curse with.
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So today was good. My sister is finally talking to me again. WOO! I finished all my reading logs & if I do say so myself, they are pretty dang good. I actually wanted to do them. Weird? & tomorrow is my picnic! I’m super excited! I have to wake up extra EXTRA early though. I need to shower & prepare the fruit salad....
What A Shame.
You’re way out of my league. But I guess that’s okay. You’ll never know how I feel. You’ll never know how halarious I think you are. You’ll never know how amazingly handsome I think you are. You’ll never know how interesting I think you are. You’ll never know that I’m talking about you. You’ll never know what we could’ve been. & you,...
Best Pizza Place On The Face Of The Earth.
JOHN’S INCREDIBLE PIZZA. It has bumper cars, a bowling alley, a spinny ride & great food. I completely, 100% recommend that place as your next choice in dining out. $10 dollars a plate, but its unlimited & that price is more than good. You’ll see what I’m talkin’ about when you go ;]
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So today was productive..for me at least. My sister was being more than...
DUDE.
I had this freakin’ awesome picture concerning friday & how great that is. BUT ITS ALREADY 9:58 pm. So looks like it’s going to have to ‘till NEXT friday.
Impatient & impatient—er.
Interesting..
Remember when getting high meant competing with that little girl or boy on the swings at the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet when you went on a bike ride? When the worst things you could get from girls or boys were cooties? When dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and mom was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the...
I Blog To Much.
But what can I say, I love it so much!
It amazes me how an almost insignificant person, can make you feel smaller than an ant in a shrink ray. Maybe it’s because you, so badly, want to get to know them, & they basically reject your hand in friendship. Or maybe because your jealous of their friendship with another. Or MAYBE because you’ve grown fond of the way...
WHY do I let the smallest things get to me? Like..really? It’s lame. That’s what it is. L-A-M-E laaaaaaaammmmmeeeeeee.
& why do I wanna be your friend even though I ‘ve never met you? Can’t I just say “Hi, I’m Barbara!” Oh wait—I already have. & nothing! No reply or even acknowlegdement that even recieved it. But you know what, I...
*sigh*
“Imitation is the highest form of flattery.”
Chyeah, right.
I cannot wait for Jr. year. It’s goint to be wonderful.
Yeeeah Boy.
So, I’ve decided, as of of right now, I’m happy. I feel like there’s nothing preventing me from being just that anymore. I love who I am, but more importanly I’m excited for where I’m heading.
For some reason, I just feel like..life couldn’t be better. I don’t feel emotionally attached to any guy (meaning, I don’t like anyone.) & I’m over...
Thirty?
Haha. Jeff & Christina’s inspired me to make a list of my own.
I think your the most beautiful, strongest person I know. You are my main squeeze. I love you, & I hope you know that I go to you for everything. You’ve showed me the ropes of life. Taught me all you know & I really couldn’t ask for a better mother.
You annoy me sometimes, & you complain alot but I...
The Invention Of Lying.
Please go watch that movie. Its a little..unorthodox, & it may be somewhat inappropriate but, you might learn something from it. Its just..an amazing movie. I was kind of, you know, unsure when I first put the disc in, but it turned out to be one of my favorite movies ever.
Lying. Telling the truth. Which hurts more?
KayleyBreanne;
Your not alone. You think you but you don’t give the people around enough credit. I’ve tried to get things out of you cause I know you hold so much in. I want you to have a bestfriend too. I want you to have someone to do everything with. I love you alot. & I want you to be happy. You probably underestimate how much I care for you. I may not show it like I should but that’s...
Major Epiphany
God has been testing me. & I’ve been failing every one. All the little comments & struggles he has, recently, been having me face were all little tests. As I would like to call them. & I’ve been letting them get to me. I’ve been letting him down. He’s suppose to be the sole purpose for my living & lately..that hasn’t been the case :/
Since...
One last thing before I head off to bed..
Well..honestly..I just don’t want to go to bed yet. I can’t sleep. I think I have a sleeping disorder. I think my brain just never turns off. I think that one day its just going to..to..EXPLODE. Oh my gosh, I’m a freak of nature. The girl who never sleeps. Hmm..I kinda like that.
But even the freaks have to sleep sometimes. I wish I didn’t have a computer sometimes....
I apologize.
So, I’ve been told by a very dear friend of mine that I tend to be bossy sometimes. I really hope I don’t come off that way all the time though. I think its just cause I’m really sarastic, but I guess..I’m worse at that then I thought I was. My sincerest apologizes go out to you If I’ve been “bossy” to you. I pray that you don’t get the wrong...
No.
I refuse to let something this insignificant ruin the way I live my life. It hurts. It sucks. I don’t really understand. But I’m going to have to if I want it to go away. I need to come to terms with the situation. The sad part is that I thought I already had.
You were great.
[Insert Title Here]
I’m not really sure where I intend for this entry to go, but I felt compelled to express my thoughts about this.
Change. Its different. Its scary. But mostly..its hard. You don’t wanna let go of something cause you have that little hope that it’ll come back or come together. You let go of something you think isn’t worth your time anymore when, in retrospect, may have been...
Ramirez
Christina Ramirez that is. She is somethin’ else, lemme tell yah. She’s loud. & funny, & full of life. Its hard to miss her when your walking down the halls, thats for sure(;
Our friendship emerged of nowhere. Just kidding. No it didn’t. HAHA. I’ve know her since 7th or 8th grade, & yet I have no recollection of how we even met! [True friends right there, huh?...
I wish..
I was stronger than I appear. I wish people wouldn’t change. I wish boys weren’t so blind. I wish girls weren’t so blind. I wish I could read peoples’ minds. I wish people meant what they said. I wish I wasn’t such a drama queen. I wish you could see what a jerk you’ve been lately. I wish she would take my side for once..even if I was wrong. I wish my brain...
“C’mon Get Higher” Matt...
My body;
I HATE IT..right now.
Why, in the period of my life, my supposed “prime years”, does it choose to be completely stupid? I’ve been feeling uber weak lately. Like its gotten to the point where I’m to..just..ughh to even respond to someone.
Today was good though, I felt fine. Or..so I thought.
I haven’t been running, right? Do to the fact that I’ve been...
Abba. →
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This take 6 mintues of your time to watch. Maybe when you do it’ll help you appreciate the little things. The things that really matter.
OH MY GOSH.
Just passed the 3rd section of my driving course.
& now on to the real thing! George. *Close family friend. Father of Rachel* is taking me out driving! Wish my luck. Its dark so lets hope I don’t kill myself.
What a day.
Basically, I woke up 12 & I have been on the computer ever since. & what time is it now? 6:41 pm. I think this is the most time I’ve ever spent on a computer in one sitting. Its insanity I tell you! Of course I’ve been doing a variety of things:
Myspace
Formspring
Blogging
Downloading music/pictures
and now, my drivers test. I’m almost done but I simply cannot...
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Over dramatic much?
I think so.
Isn’t it horrible when you misconstrue someones intentions or feelings or when they misconstrue yours? Let me answer that for you; YES.
I mean, what if one was simply wanted to state something very simple, such as their missing an old friend or stating that they feel adult like. That’s the problem with blogging or texting. To impersonal. Waay to impersonal. So when...
The Darn'dest Thing..
How one could seem SO CLOSE to someone, yet it seems like they couldn’t be farther. How your feelings or emotions for something or someone can get in the way of things that use to be important. How love is suppose to be the greatest most incredible experience in the world, yet most people never truely get the chance to find it..
How are we suppose to deal with all our little hearts’...
Greetings.
Due to the fact that my old blog’s link no longer is in working order, I’ve decided to make a tumblr. Mhm. I plan on this being something essential in everyone’s lives. Sort of like a life experience colum in a newspaper or something. My life isn’t grand or tragic. Its just a life. But I hope the tales, & the stories & the emotions & the ups & the downs...
