The next time someone replies back with "K." I'm going to say this:
K? K what? K the letter before L, the letter after J? Did you know that in JK, K stands for “Kidding”. So your reply is “Kidding?” Or K as in Potassium? Do you need some Special K breakfast? K, as in I can K/O you? Can I knock you out and feed you to hungry sharks? Sharks has a K in it.
I miss having someone by my side. You know, someone who genuinely cares for me. Someone who shares my general interests but not all of them so we have something to talk about. You know..share opinions. Someone to give me piggy back rides and put their arm around me when I’m cold or tired. Someone who will hold my hand and make me open my eyes on the scary parts of horror films. Someone who will play Zelda with me and my brother and laugh when I don’t do something right. Someone I can sing to the top of my lungs with. Someone who I can sit in complete silence with. Someone who my family likes. Someone who will dance with me in the rain. Someone who knows how to comfort me when I cry. Someone who can actually handle me and not leave when things get hard. Someone who treats me with the respect that I deserve and someone who has a good head on his shoulders.
I hate wrapping my mind around the concept that is males but..I don’t have to I guess. I could just think like one and everything will be okay! I won’t want any of that stuff. But girls minds—well my mind doesn’t work that way. I’m not going to ‘think like a guy’ even though it might make things much easier. I could try and try but in the end..I’m a girl. I listen to cheesy loves songs, I write guys names over and over again on my notebook, I squeal and get excited when there is a cute boy around, and I make big deals if they look my way. That, I guess, is something I can never change about myself but I wish I was good at expressing my interest in them. Oh poo, I just wish I didn’t over think things. Haha.
I had horrible cramps ALL DAY. My art teacher sucks so bad. I never got my coffee. And I still have to write a paper on Theodore Roosevelt. Yippie! Some times I feel like I just wanna go back to Corona high. Its so much easier there. But I know that’d be stupid. I like Jfk I guess, and it’s still the beginning of the year. Its probably the bad mood talking. Hahah. I’m thankfully feeling better though, and a good dose of Family Guy always helps. That show is so bad yet so hard to..not watch. I suppose I should start my paper? Maybe 5 more minutes.
I’m going to try and use this thing again. Like actual posts and stuff. I just don’t like the idea of putting my feelings on blast like that. Maybe I’ll just start writing in my journal again. We’ll see.